Most days I cannot wait for the next milestone. Sippy cups, table food, potty training, etc. But sometimes they look so big and I have no idea where the time went. This past year has been one big blur. They look so big at their picnic table, a birthday gift from dear friends. They can all get up and sit down on it all by themselves. For some reason this moment was one of those that you actually stop and think about. I guess because you spend all day making sure they are changed and feed and happy sometimes you forget to stop and look. I am soooooo Blessed. There are definately days when I am not sure if I can do it. But that moment passes and your off to something else. I am not sure why God blessed me with these four beautiful kids but I am so glad he did. On those days when I doubt my ability to care for them I just have to trust in Him, he knew what He was doing, even though many times I DO NOT!!